Freedom

Had to take it back to my old space to get this off my chest. 

I haven't been free in a long time. 

Too busy worrying about and supporting others first. 

And now I am trapped.

I don't have the freedom to explore my hobbies or make a decisions without an ultimatum. 

Therefore I am afraid 

to make the wrong move.

Can I afford the risk?

Do I have the support I need?

What if I change my mind?

What if it doesn't work out?

Am I allowed to fail?

I created this prison.

Crippled by my own fearful thoughts. 

And now Im looking for permission to escape.