Had to take it back to my old space to get this off my chest.
I haven't been free in a long time.
Too busy worrying about and supporting others first.
And now I am trapped.
I don't have the freedom to explore my hobbies or make a decisions without an ultimatum.
Therefore I am afraid
to make the wrong move.
Can I afford the risk?
Do I have the support I need?
What if I change my mind?
What if it doesn't work out?
Am I allowed to fail?
I created this prison.
Crippled by my own fearful thoughts.
And now Im looking for permission to escape.
